Saturday, March 21
oh my gawd, i can't wait! tomorrow morning i'm getting on the train and going to cali! my first stop will be san francisco, where i'll spend 3 days soaking up some sun (i hope!), seeing some friends, and hopefully getting some play :-) after that, it's back on the train and down to la, for another 4 days. i haven't been there in a really long time, since i was a teenager, so i'm super-excited to see how it's changed. it's gonna be a looooong train ride, 24 hours to san francisco, and coming back it's a straight shot from la, 35 hours! so tonight i'm staying in and getting all packed up, making sure i have enough toys to keep me occupied on the way... laptop, books, mp3 player, dildo... i'm hoping i can get a couple of sessions in while i'm there, check out the local talent, ya know...
Wednesday, January 21
what an amazing weekend! the taboo naughty but nice sex show was on at the convention centre downtown, and i was most definitely there! not for the nice part though...heh, i just wanted the naughty stuff!
the guy who had flogged me so well at a play party in november had asked me if he could set me on fire in the sin city dungeon, and really, how could i say no to that!? he showed up at my house to pick me up, and gave me a leather thong to wear, there's no way i could wear something flammable, and unfortunately genital nudity wasn't allowed at taboo (booooo!). i put on my new thong and a skirt, it's sooooo very short, my ass hangs out the back even when i'm standing straight up! i wore a cute little tie-up bikini top too, black with little red skulls on it. when i put my coat on, i looked naked! my coat is a black peacoat, not that long, but that's how short my skirt was...
we got to the convention centre and when i walked in i was in heaven...sex, sex toys, sexy clothes...i couldn't wait to check out all the vendors! but first, to the dungeon! once we got there, i just had time to eat a quick lunch and then it was time to get set on fire! first i was put into wrist restraints, and then my wrists were attached above my head to a suspension frame. i was spread out naked (except for my tiny leather thong and high heels) in front of a crowd of i-don't-know-how-many people. then the fire started. first he put alcohol on me, then went over it with a flaming torch, setting the alcohol on fire, and making my skin so hot! oh, it was the coolest thing. i could feel the flames on me, all over my body, on my back, my breasts, my ass, my thighs...it was hot and tingly and it made me jump and dance and giggle so much! the alcohol burned off quickly, so i wasn't in any danger, but just in case there were 3 people with a fire blanket, a fire extinguisher and a bucket of water. i could hear the gasps of the crowd, but i couldn't really see them, or the fire for that matter; i had taken off my glasses, so i was kinda blind...
after the fire play was over, i had my chance to check out the vendors, and i couldn't wait! i walked around the centre in my tiny little skirt and bikini top, attracting a lot of looks along the way. it could have been because i was showing so much skin, or perhaps because my nipples were so huge (it was really cold in there!). it was fun to walk and flirt... i saw some really neat stuff, glass dildoes, latex, latex, latex, and some gorgeous restraints. there was also a bondage bed, which was so cool, super soft sheets with velcro restraints that can go anywhere on the bed, so it's totally adjusteable to whatever's going on. i asked if i could try it out, and promptly threw myself on the bed, spread-eagled. a cute boy tied me down, and then grabbed a paddle and started paddling my thighs! i was laying on my back, and my legs were spread wide open to the people walking by, everyone could see my pussy (it really was a tiny thong), and a lot of people slowed down and stopped to watch us play. i also got to try out some other toys, a suede flogger, a super cool latex cat-o-nine tails (ouch! it was bitey!), and a paddle with "slut" cut into one side. at the end of the day, i could see that i was marked a slut on my ass.
we did one more fire play demo, and then i had to head home. the second fire play demo was way more intense, there were a lot more people in the audience, and i was so turned on after a day of checking out sex toys and seeing loads of sexy people wearing sexy clothes. it was so great!
i headed home long enough to shower the alcohol off of me, jerk off (like i said, i was sooooo turned on!), and grab my toy bag, and then it was off to the taboo after-party! it was at a house in kits, and when i got there, there were lots of people getting some play. there was some cool rope bondage happening in one room, a girl tied down to a coffee table and being flogged in another room, a cute guy rubbing a hot girl's pussy while getting a blowjob on the couch, another girl with large breasts encouraging people to play with her nipples...whew! i knew i was gonna have fun! and did i ever... a friend of mine showed me his new toy, a cane made of carbon filament, and wow, is it ever wicked! he beat me with it, on my legs and ass, and it sure made me jump! he ended up pinning me against his leg and holding me down while hitting me because i just squirmed and jumped around so much, i never asked him to stop though! i loved it. he did stop with the cane eventually, only to continue with hand-spanking! i couldn't get enough, and when he was worn out, he called another guy over to take his place! the new guy spanked me some more, and then pulled out a paddle from my bag, my favourite paddle! it's a big solid piece of wood, actually a gumbo paddle, and it can leave some serious marks. he beat me with that, and i just soaked it all up, giggling, screaming, dancing, sighing... oh it was so wonderful. the best part was the view, there was a bed in front of me with 5 or 6 naked people on it, all getting it on with each other. man, that was so fucking hot. after all that beating, and a day full of sexuality, i couldn't take it any more, i turned to the guy paddling me, looked him in the eye, and told him i was going to suck his cock. haha, he didn't argue. i immediately got down on my knees in front of him (did i mention that i was naked the whole time?), and took him in my mouth. i love giving head, it turns me on so much. it makes me feel so proud, so accomplished, to be able to deep-throat someone. it's something i've worked hard on (haha, hard-on), and i don't even have much of a gag reflex anymore. while i serviced his cock, i jerked myself off; i got myself off 2 or 3 times before he blew his load on my tits. what an excellent way to end a fantastic day!
i am definitely doing this again next year!
Friday, December 12
ah, at last! school is out! well for 3 weeks anyways... i've been so busy with schoolwork that i haven't had time to write anything here at all. i have however, had time to play!
i went to a private party a few weeks ago, it was at the same house as the flogging, and ohmygawd, what a night! i was making up for lost time... first i got a branding re-done, the one i had gotten at paradise. it's a gorgeous vine with leaves and flowers, and it starts at my left pubic bone and winds its way up and around my right breast. so pretty! that was a lot of fun, there was an audience, very hushed, while i laid across a table. after that i was so floaty... time flew by! i found myself, laying on the floor with 3 other naked women, all wrapped up in xmas tree tinsel and being electrified with a violet wand! there were a bunch of doms standing over us, teasing us, toying with us, using ball chain floggers, wurtenberg wheels, dental picks, lots of metal things to increase the electrification. it was wonderful! we all rolled around, jumping, screaming, giggling, and getting so very wet. especially when my pussy got zapped. oh that was so good. but it wasn't enough. mistress ava brought me downstairs for a flogging after all that, and beat the hell out of me, making me scream and shout, not to mention jumping around and generally making a nuisance of myself :-P it was fun though, and we laughed a lot. finally i was so wiped out i couldn't handle it anymore and i had to go home. what a night! i can't believe i took on so much. it was definitely a heavy jerking off night when i got myself to bed!
a week after that, i went to a super cool party, the hosts had turned their swimming pool into a hot tub! it was amazing, 60 people all in the pool, fire, music, and lots of nudity. i took my clothes off as soon as i could and jumped right in! it didn't take me too long before i met a cute boy who chatted me up. we were both naked, and it wasn't hard to guess that he was interested... we flirted, we danced, we had some drinks... later on we were downstairs and watched a rope suspension demo; a beautiful naked woman tied up and hanging by rope. while she was suspended, she was being played with by a big bad dom. he had a violet wand and was running it all over her body. watching her respond to that was so hot, the cute boy and i couldn't keep our hands off each other. i was wearing a skirt at this point, nothing else, and he had his hand in my pussy. there were so many people around! no one seemed to mind though... we found a spot where we could be more comfortable, and we got it on! i straddled him, and kissed him and rubbed up against him, he was so hard for me! he undid his pants and pulled out his hard cock, and i gently touched it. he jumped in my hands! i started rubbing my pussy against his cock, and we both moaned. it was so hot, i couldn't control myself for very much longer. i guess he couldn't either, cuz he lifted me up and slid himself into me, and oh my gawd it felt so good. i rode him so hard, all the while making eye contact with other party-goers. i smiled at one guy while he stroked himself watching us, it was tempting to invite him to join us... but i decided against it. i was already having so much fun! it didn't take me long, the idea of fucking someone in front of so many people made me so wet, so fucking horny, i couldn't not cum... and holy shit, did i ever! it felt like i went off forever, just like riding waves of ecstacy.... incredible.
i even remembered to get his name and number after.
now i have 3 weeks of holiday... whatever shall i do with myself....?
Tuesday, November 11
now that school has started, i've been so busy, i hardly get any time for play! oh booo. but you know, i still get some...
recently i went to a play party at a friend's house. he has made his whole home into play space, eye-bolts on the table legs, a medical room, a classroom, an isolation room, and of course, a huge dungeon area complete with an incredible suspension frame. the fireplace is a nice touch as well. i got there with my date, and i was a little bit nervous, it was going to be our first time playing together and i had heard that he was an extremely heavy player. we had negotiated for about 2 weeks in advance, by phone, by email, and of course in person as well, so i had a good idea of what to expect. maybe nervous isn't the best word, nervous anticipation...yes.
after a bit of chitchat and a snack, we went downstairs to the dungeon. i took off my clothes and drank a last bit of water before being strung up. my wrists were put into restraints and then attached to the top of the frame. my feet were left free, which turned out to be a good thing! then he pulled out two matching floggers, extremely heavy and thick leather. they were beautiful! we put on some music, hard rock and industrial, and he went to work. he is so incredibly skilled with two floggers, i was astounded! he is also very strong, and as he whaled on my back i found myself unable to stand, i was literally lifted off my feet and thrown forward with the force of his strokes! not that i'm complaining, i loved it! he did some really cool stuff with wrapping too; usually wrapping is a bad thing, but it was neat, he would wind the falls around my legs and it was so stingy but comforting at the same time. like being wrapped up in a blanket full of bees... ha! it felt so good, his beating on me, being totally unable to control my body, just being thrown around by his force, just completely letting go, it was wonderful. eventually, i couldn't stand up anymore, i was sagging in the restraints, so he undid my wrists and let me drink some more water. he led me to a spanking bench, where he laid me face down, and stroked my back and ass, very gently. then, snap! he had two canes in his hands, and he drummed away on me, mainly on my ass but also on my thighs and calves. at this point the music was very heavy, loud and intense, and he kept the rhythm perfectly. for the first few minutes i jumped and screamed a lot, it hurt so much! such a different sensation from the floggers, but then i settled into it and just floated on the feelings he gave me... there's a spot on my ass that, if it gets hit just so, it stimulates my g-spot and i can cum just from a good caning. he knew that, and that's just what he went to work on. he brought those canes down so hard on my ass that i couldn't help myself, and i completely lost control, yelling, writhing, and cumming all over the bench. he never stopped, never let up, until i had completely collapsed, then he picked me up, wrapped me in a blanket and curled up with me in a puddle of bliss.
that was the shortest two hours of my life, it felt like only 15 minutes had gone by... and i still get wet thinking about it.
Saturday Oct. 4
wow. all i can say is "wow". saturday night i went to the citadel, and i was so nervous; i went by myself and it's in a kind of rough part of town. but i went, and i'm so glad i did! i wore a little red skirt, it looks like chrome, and a under-corset made of black bondage tape, which made my tits looks so pretty! i also wore my knee-high black fuck-me boots with 4 inch heels. everyone was so friendly there, i chatted with a lot of people and made some new friends. i just can't get over how well-equipped the citadel is, they even have a live house band! i met a really nice gentleman visiting from kentucky, who gave me a spanking over his knee. and a flogging. and a paddling. considering how bruised and sore my ass was from the night before at power exchange, i think i held up pretty well!
sunday was the folsom street fair, and i got up really early to get ready. i wanted to stand out, but not be over-stated, so i went with simple elegance. i wore a tiny (and i mean tiny) flared black skirt with zippers on it, and a wooden pants hanger. i clipped the hanger to my nipples and then hooked it onto a collar that was around my neck. it was so pretty! oh, and my favourite shoes, my red fluevogs, completed the outfit. i can't believe i wore that hanger on my nipples for 5 hours, i mean, yes i have large nipples, and i am a total pain slut, but even for me that's impressive! Walking around at folsom was wonderful, i ran into some people i know, checked out the vendors booths, and watched some really cool demos. i got my picture taken a lot, which was flattering, people really liked my outfit (such as it was!), though it did get annoying sometimes. there were lots of gawkers there and they'd just run up and start snapping away with their cameras, sometimes without even asking if it was okay. sigh. i'm just so hot! ha. i ran into someone i had met the night before at citadel, and he had 2 single-tails with him. hehehe...you know where this is going, yeah? so there i was, skirt off, up against a wall, getting whipped on the street with an audience of about 100 people. it was lovely, he is really skilled with his whip! i still have marks, and it's a week later! i still get wet thinking about it too... it was definitely the highlight of my day! i'm going back to folsom next year. i promise.
Saturday Sept. 27
holy fuck man. san francisco is amazing! i've been here for 6 days now and i just love it. of course the weather is fantastic, hot and sunny every day, cool fog in the evening...i'm getting my tan back! during the day i just wander around the city, taking it all in, checking out cool record shops and vintage clothing stores, and eating lots of mexican food. i've gotten some great records so far, gary numan, lou reed, talking heads, 13th floor elevators. i've been going out every night, i went to 3 goth nites so far, something vancouver just doesn't have enough of. i've also played a couple of times with friends, last night i went to power exchange with a group of fellow vancouverites and just had a blast! as if there's a sex club! it was so cool. i got single-tailed for the first time. oh i was so scared. every time it cracked in the air, i winced and tried to make myself even smaller. eventually i gave in to it, and ooohhhh, it was wonderful. today of course my ass and tits and thighs are just black and blue, and it really hurts to sit...but i love it. tonight i'm going to the citadel, for a folsom pre-party, and then tomorrow it's folsom!!! wahoo!
Monday September 15
Oh oh oh! I can't wait! i'm going to San Francisco in one week from today to Folsom Street Fair!!! i'm hoping to get out to the Folsom Fringe as well, in San Jose. It's going to be wicked, all that leather, and hopeully a chance to get tied up and beaten as well... I'll be seeing my first Dom, it's been so long since I last saw him...I'm sure he'll be shocked at how far I've come...
Labour Day weekend
I went to Paradise this weekend and it was so great! I played with fire. or rather someone set me on fire...I had an amazing scene with Alpine and a really hot top; we were both tied to a post and got beat up with a variety of floggers and whips. At one point he had me screaming so loud that people could hear me down at the burlesque show...
Saturday July 19
She said that She is going to share me with other Dominants. Sometimes I'm just too much to handle, and need stricter punishment. I wonder what She means by that...?
Friday May 30
I am her slave. But I can be a naughty slave. I talk back. I don't always do as I'm told. Sometimes I giggle when I'm supposed to stay perfectly quiet. I think She likes it though, at least a little bit, because then She has a good reason to punish me...
Tuesday March 11
Amazing. That's all I can say. I fucked the rope while She caned me and flogged me and whipped me and snapped clothespins off my nipples and cunt with Her cane. Then the violet wand....
Monday March 10
It's my birthday! She said She's going to suspend me with ropes while beating me and zapping me with the violet wand. Ooooh, I can't wait....
Sunday February 24
She introduced me to violet wands last night! I was so scared at first, the idea of using electricity is really frightening! When She first put it on my arm, I jumped, but it didn't hurt, not much anyways. Then she used a Wurtenberg Wheel with it ~ ouch! Then she put it on my pussy....wow wow wow wow wow! I am totally addicted now...to Her, and to violet wands...
Thursday January 17
Last night I went to a Munch and met some really cool people! Now that I'm back in Vancouver it should be easy to meet other people who like the same things I do... and last night I did! Especially this one woman...her name is Ava and she is beautiful. So poised and elegant, but funny too, and she definitely has a wicked streak about her... I think she liked me too... this could be good...
Sunday October 3
He's gone. He left yesterday. His contract ended and He had to go back to His country. I'm wrecked. What will I do without Him? Who will correct my misbehaviour? Who will spank me? Who will make me scream? I don't know anyone else who does this kind of thing here...
Monday May 24
It was His birthday last week and I gave him a very special gift: a contract of consensual ownership!!! He was so happy, and this weekend we went away to the coast to use it. I gave Him complete ownership of me for the whole weekend, from Friday night to Monday morning. Gawd, it was hot. When He arrived at my place, I was naked, on my knees with a collar on and my hands behind my back, as ordered. He walked in the door, undid His pants and stuck his cock down the back of my throat. He face-fucked me so hard, I was gagging and crying, but at the same time I was getting wetter and wetter. After He was satisfied, He went through my closet and chose my clothes for the weekend, everything He picked was so slutty! When we went to the train station Saturday morning I wore very little, except for a buttplug and the short shorts he had picked for me. And a tight, low-cut t-shirt too, of course! Naturally I carried His bags and made sure He was comfortable for the train ride. I even gave Him a blowjob right there in the train! The whole weekend was fantastic, truly out of a fantasy, I served Him and made sure His every need was met. I poured His drinks, sucked His cock on command, gave Him my ass whenever He wanted it, and even went out at 3:00am to find Him a snack because He was hungry. Of course I wasn't perfect, being a slave is hard work! When I made a mistake, He would gently kiss me, and then beat me with a flogger He had picked up just for the weekend. Ha ha, sometimes I would disobey on purpose, just to get a taste of that flogger...I'm so baaaaad....
Tuesday February 14
Happy Valentine's Day! Oh, you wouldn't believe it! We went out to see a concert and then went back to His apartment. When we walked in, I saw that He had prepared the bedroom for some naughty play. There were 4 leather cuffs at each end of the bed, attached to ropes that had been tied to the bedposts. There was also a new rubber flogger, a ball gag, and a blindfold lying on the bed. He ordered me to strip, which I did eagerly, and then I got down on my knees. He placed the blindfold over my eyes, put the gag in my mouth, and then guided me to the bed. I lay down on my belly and He put the cuffs on my wrists and ankles. I felt so defenseless, but at the same time I was really turned on... First He used the suede flogger on me, then He spanked me, HARD! After that, He started in with the rubber flogger, wow that hurt! I was writhing all over the place, I wanted to touch myself so badly, but I couldn't do anything. I couldn't even beg Him to please fuck me, but eventually He did...finally! Now I'm back at home, and I can feel the welts all over my body...they look so pretty... now I understand g.g. allin's comment: "no one comes to my shows to feel safe and comfortable". No kidding! It sure feels good though...
!!!!Xmas Day!!!!
He loved the flogger!!! He used it on my ass, my tits, and my pussy. It felt so different from His belt: heavier, more intense, more...extreme. He gave me a gift too, a buttplug to wear when we're apart. I don't know if I can do it for very long though. He said I'll have to be trained... this could be very interesting...
Thursday December 12
For Xmas I'm going to give Him a very special gift. I bought a soft suede flogger for Him to use on me. I hope He likes it... it's so very pretty...
Tuesday October 25
This weekend He tied me down to the bed, He whipped me with His belt, He fucked my ass sooo hard...and I begged for more! I didn't think it could be like this...
Sunday September 16
Oh my goodness! Last night I had the most incredible experience! I went to the punk rock show (Galaxy Express is my new favourite band!) and met this guy...he was so fucking hot. We slam-danced together and made out a bit; he bit my lips and pinched my nipples on the dance floor. I've never had anyone do that to me before, and certainly not in public! When he asked me to go back to his place, I couldn't help but say yes, I was so turned on, and intrigued by his roughness. Wow, it was amazing! He cuffed my hands behind my back and stuffed my panties in my mouth when I made too much noise (I've always been a noisy one in bed). When I left this morning, I was bruised and sore, but it felt so good... I definitely want more...